Wondering

Once upon a time I started this rhyme, I hope I will finish in time. No I'm just kidding I'm not going to rhyme 300 words, that would be crazy. At least for now I will talk about wondering. You see deep inside of me is just tearing apart, because of not knowing what is going to happen in the future. Why can I not just get a peek? But, the outside of me just pushes my insides back in, because is wants to wait. It wants to live it in action, feel the moment for what it is. There is nothing like living life the way it is what a chain of events you choices can set off. But, still there is no know of what the future will bring. I believe that's because every moment brings a different outcome. So, the future cannot be for told, only erased by our actions and thoughts. Why would you think that way, you say, well I have always been a person who enjoys the benefits and the rewards of hard work, so even though I would like to know the future sometimes, but its not whats best for me. I believe that everyone doesn't feel that way. Its not everyday I find someone that feels that way. I know there is someone special for me, its only a matter of time before it happens. That's a fact, and I believe I know who that person is. Someone perfect that's sweet, loving, passionate about life. That's who completes me. That's just who I'm looking for some one to complete me because I feel like that's missing. Only my actions, and my words, and my thoughts will get me to my goal, and I know that. That's why I believe the way I do, because that's apart of me and who I've become.