When I graduated high school

When I graduated high school, which was a life changing moment. What seemed like your whole life was over, was what was about to begin. All those things you had prepared for had come. It was now time to be an adult, think like and adult and act like an adult. I can still smell it now all the crowd surrounding you chanting your name as it was called. Going up to the front to receive your diploma. At the end you got to throw your hat up in to the air like you just don’t care. As of letting go of your childish ways. Afterward your friends and family come to congratulate you. That’s when the fun began, hanging out with friends. A domed building with bricks on its side. An older building but none the less inviting and big enough, for everyone not to be crammed. A building where futures were made and dreams were dashed to pieces. With orange seats in some places which I thought was odd. Seats all on the floor for the graduates to sit. This all being in Springfield, Missouri where it’s the show me state. So on that night, I gained my show me, my diploma. The people surrounding me were ones I knew, my family and friends were there. It was magnificent, the glare of the lights, the sound the crowd the throwing of the hats. It was a little hard to find parking, but I found some in time. The building was about to be replaced by a newer building as if it wasn’t good enough, but I thought it was. The building is where my sisters graduated as well. So, you can see why I say this building is memorable. Now it will be a place that I will never forget, so it will live on in my memory.

Today I am 18

What an extraordinary feeling. I feel like a new person, born again into a new life. YYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH. Life is good, moving along like a sail boat on a calm sea. What a sight in front of me. The future is just waiting for me to catch up. I can’t believe I’ve made it this far in my life. A milestone of goals accomplished, but still I lot in front of me. I can press on knowing that I’ve made it this far. I realize that I need to dwell some past memories to get me through the hard times. The good memories that I have will last a lifetime. I can’t wait, but at the same time, I need to slow down and live life to the fullest. There will be times when I think I can’t make it any longer, but now I know I can at least make it another 18 years. It’s just that life throws you curves you can’t quite dodge. So you put up a fence I order for yourself to not get hurt. That’s just a stumbling stone for you to get caught in. A fence is not the right solution. I find its best to be yourself and to learn to control your emotions, as to be strong and courageous in all things, even if it means shedding a few tears. You must go on no matter what. The road will present you with challenges. You have to remember that the ones you love will be affected. Just live your life, don’t be afraid to fail. There is always going to be that thing that gets in your way. Anyway I am very excited, to be at this point. I will continue to press on, and be the strong person, and also be the funniest person I can be. Continuing to be the best I can be.

Wondering

Once upon a time I started this rhyme, I hope I will finish in time. No I'm just kidding I'm not going to rhyme 300 words, that would be crazy. At least for now I will talk about wondering. You see deep inside of me is just tearing apart, because of not knowing what is going to happen in the future. Why can I not just get a peek? But, the outside of me just pushes my insides back in, because is wants to wait. It wants to live it in action, feel the moment for what it is. There is nothing like living life the way it is what a chain of events you choices can set off. But, still there is no know of what the future will bring. I believe that's because every moment brings a different outcome. So, the future cannot be for told, only erased by our actions and thoughts. Why would you think that way, you say, well I have always been a person who enjoys the benefits and the rewards of hard work, so even though I would like to know the future sometimes, but its not whats best for me. I believe that everyone doesn't feel that way. Its not everyday I find someone that feels that way. I know there is someone special for me, its only a matter of time before it happens. That's a fact, and I believe I know who that person is. Someone perfect that's sweet, loving, passionate about life. That's who completes me. That's just who I'm looking for some one to complete me because I feel like that's missing. Only my actions, and my words, and my thoughts will get me to my goal, and I know that. That's why I believe the way I do, because that's apart of me and who I've become.